Tuesday, 2 December 2014

3 DECEMBER-Happy Birthday To Me



                                                    



                                                    


Happy boofday to me...happy boofday to me...happy boofday to pina shomel..happy boofday to me...hahahahaha.. It's already 3 DECEMBER today... And I'm absolutely already 20th years old..No more the word "teen" in my age....hahaha...tapi I masih berjiwa Teenagers kay...Kanak2 comey gitu...hahaha..

                                                            
Tp taon neh xlah meriah sgt sbb taon2 lpas byk kena "prank" ngn geng2 senget kolej at hostel ...Bermandikan Teloq Celup Tepung...hahahaha...kalau x basah satu badan x sah...
Tapi smalam hahaha..kna jugak lah "prank" dgan my sister and my niece...abeh bercalit kek coklat at muka..mmg aku x bg can ar..aku calit balik laa..hahahaha..papepon, aku appreciate sgt..senyap2 jer kan...time tu bru lpas dpat pggilan bufday song dr bdk2 senget yg still ada at Mentari Court nuuh..hahaha..thanks weeyy..pastu elok ja my mom call wish befday, depa dua ekoq tu masok blik bwak kek coklat mini siap berlilin haaa....hahahah..so surprise! hahaah

Semalam jenuh berkejaran dari dapoq smpi ke depan..hahah..takut kena celek dgn coklat ..hahah..aku x kira, aku bg jugak...hahaha...

And for all of my frenzo yg wish tu. thanks sgt... siap ada yg upload gmbaq aku tu (dh la gmbaq lama,x shomel gi haa) hahaha...semata2 nk wish befday..I thank for you..

So umoq pon dah meningkat, haha I think I must to change a new one..tp bkn lah smpi lupa diri..just to change to be better than older...hahaha...

Tapi semalam, masa nk tiup lilin, ada satu nama and wajah yg aku sebut and bygkan..bkn aku pksa, tp tu automatik kluaq haa...hmm...sapa dia?? biarlah rahsiaaa....

Ahaaa...lupa plak..aku nk ucapkan jutaan trima kasih jugak tuk mak aku sbb sggup tggu detik 12 mlm td just nk wish aku..hihi...thanks mak..bkn thanks setakat wish tu tapi utk SEGALANYA..Dari permulaan pengorbanan mak tuk adik smpi skrg...adk ucapkan trima kasih sgt2...In shaa Allah adik akan balas blik walaupun x semua...adik akan buat mak bgga dgn adik...dan adik akan jga mak smpi akhir zaman..sayang mak ketat2... huummmm...lau ckp cmni face to face, aku rsa bkn setakat bantal ja basah, tilam n katil pon banjir paa...hahahaha..aku ngn mak aku satu pesen ja..Cepat Touching... xleh jiwang2 ckit, mesti tgkap leleh...hahaha...
Terima kasih sbb mak melengkapi hdup adik and plus dgn extra mak cover arwah ayah pnya kasih syg and tanggungjawab tuk adik and abg2 kakak2 dri dlu.,.

I wish I'll be strong like her! Adik sayang mak ketat2 mak!!!! Moga mak pnjg umoq tuk tros jga adik and bg chance at adik tuk jga mak walopon adik dh kawen...hikhik...tetiba kluaq topik kawen...

Ujung bln 12 neh, aku nk pi kursus kawen dh haa...tp calon xdak pon laa...hahaha..prepare..mana taw, jodoh aku tu dtg mcm dlm drama cinta melayu or dlm novel2 cinta tu kan..sapa taw...Allahuaalaam..

K , ni jer kot for this time.. hope ada la sesapa yg sudi bg adiah at aku taon neh..tringin sgt nak teddy besaq doraemon haa...huuuummm...

K la, aja2 fighting! Wish me luck! Saranghaeyoo...



                                                                                                                         
3 DECEMBER 1994-3 DECEMBER 2014
     (PUTERI DECEMBER)




                      

Monday, 1 December 2014

Puteri 3 December

Even though I tell it not to go,
Even though I tell it to stop

My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease

Why is my love like this
One by one, I count and count the memories

My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control

Why can’t I even throw them away
Really, my heart must have done something somehow

I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place

Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken

My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you

Can’t you just tell me?
Even if I hold out my hands,

No matter how much I call out
You’re always far from me

It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t I erase it

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love

Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie
That I’m happy if you just smile

Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love

Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much

Just one thing, your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me
Can’t you love me


-Try to keep my heart strong for the unknown end story-



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