3 DECEMBER

Huuuummm.... I did not expect that 3 December would be someone's anniversaries. 3 December! My date of birth! Hummmm...bila sebut pasai 3 December ni, teringat plak aku time2 celebrate birthday at hostel dlu.. pkul 12 tgh mlam mmber2 pakat pekena baling tepung, teloq and ayaq bagai..and He! He (MBBMR aka crush) ada skali join at bawah..even takda kata2 wish befday terucap,even dia bermesra2an dgn mmber2 pompuan, housemate2 aku and x peduli kan aku tp kehadiran dia tu ttap meninggalkan bekas kenangan dlm hdup aku haa.. Aku dikatakan perempuan x tawu malu sbb berharap pada couple org.. Heyy, yaa! is it shameless but you must know that he does not your husband yet! Just your couple.. aku pon x penah la berniat nk hancurkan perhubungan org..aku decide tuk berkawan. Aku, seumur hdup, x penah ada skills menggoda mana2 lelaki kay. Mak aku pon x penah ajaq bnda2 cmtu.. please do not label any people with that title kay.. perasaan! tawu apa tu PERASAAN?? Xdak sapa boleh tepis apa jua perasaan yg hadir kay..aku mcm tu..and absolutely dia pon mcm tu..cuma bezanya, aku x da kesempatan tuk memiliki tapi dia ada.. Aku jenis yg suka ikut kata hati.. tapis habis2 dlu baru aku akan luahkan kay.. aku bkn perempuan yang jnis serbu couple org sesuka hati mcm yg dalam drama2 melayu dok buat tu yer.. take note! I know that I'm not perfect! But this is a WAR OF FEELING! Jgn rsau JODOH di mana2 sahaja... *Maybe he is the one that I want but perhaps I'm not the one he needs*